I hate it. I hate giving up on myself. I hate having to give up on other people. I hate giving up on dreams. I hate giving up just to realize later that the only thing I should have given up on was the idea of giving up… JUMP INTO THE AIR AND STAY THERE.
June 2011
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I will be forced to initiate Plan M, since plans A-L all failed so miserably.
This what I’m on… Trust issues indeed. (The Weeknd goes tuff on this… Drake who???)
I hate giving up on other people. I hate giving up on dreams. I hate giving up just to realize that the only thing I should have given up on was the idea of giving up.
turns out the only thing I can do is the most powerful thing that could have been done all along, and that’s pray.
if we think more of what life has given us and less about what life has taken away. We’re often reminded about the things we see that we WANT or that we don’t have, that we fail to acknowledge the things we already possess that make us whole and bring us happiness. So often overlooking what makes us unique, talented, and all the gifts the experience of life has given us we deny ourselves our own happiness and peace because we’re looking everywhere else instead of simply looking at a mirror and recognizing what IS. Let your light shine, be your own testament to the life you were given. KNOW IT IS GOOD…JUMP INTO THE AIR AND STAY THERE.
Too much going on, too much on my mind. I just want it all to STOP… but I can’t go back to THAT particular place again. So I’ll ust sit here and wait until the sun decides to come up… maybe I’ll go out in the back and paint. or hit another 6 miles. or paint… i gotta do something.
it’s the only way I know how to clear my mind, and get lost…. until I actually do run away.
Than the tears of a clown when he’s all alone and feeling down.
is that no matter how long it lasts- if I put my trust in you, my time, my energy, my heart, my happiness, my sorrows, my confidence, my hope, my dreams- if I put my love in you it’s going to last. Even if we don’t. I love hard. Totally and completely. Real love is not left for want. Love deserves to be expressed with nothing less. It endures all, exceeds all and IS all. Even when everything else ceases to be… JUMP INTO THE AIR AND STAY THERE
The thing about love is that no matter how long it lasts- if I put my trust in you, my time, my energy, my heart, my soul, my happiness, my sorrows, my confidence, my hopes, my dreams- if I put my love in you it’s going to last even if we don’t.
we may not understand. But know who holds tomorrow, know who hods your hand. Through trying times, within moments of sorrow and uncertainty lean on faith. NEVER let it go… JUMP INTO THE AIR AND STAY THERE.
these past few weeks have been a CRAZY mix of emotions all across the spectrum. I hate feeling feelings. Some of the greatest moments in life mixed in with some of the hardest hitting news you could think of. This coming week promises nothing but more of the same… When all of this calms down I think I’m in for a LOOOONG overdue shutdown. I need to get back to me again.
